Lots going on these days.... moving into my own place, going to see Phoenix in NOLA, getting ready to head to Los Angeles for work (super excited), planning the launch event of Sound Art (company that im helping start) in January, helping plan fashion show event for launch of a friends new jewelry line in November... I am so blessed to have so many opportunities to do things I love. Kayden is so much fun...as he gets older I get more and more excited to spend time with him...he is a non stop laugh fest. He brings more joy to my life than I could have ever hoped for. I am really enjoying church at The Journey..but still hungry for more but the reality of it is its not someone elses responsibility to help fill that in my life..no matter where Im going to church...it just means I need to make more time for me and Jesus. Small groups started last week and I know thats going to be great...I really enjoy the people I'm in group with. People in my life have been so terrible at communicating with me lately and its super frustrating. Either in not calling me back or making plans and just not following through...and I cant stand that...it just makes me feel like they care so little about our friendship that they just cant put forth the effort...call me old fashioned but common courtesy should still be present these days.... I miss my dad a lot lately and people in Michigan...I didnt realize how much I missed them until seeing some of them recently. I wish some people I care so much for would grow up and shake off the people or things just wasting their time...time fillers can be a distraction for a while..that helps takes your focus off being unhappy..but in the end only breaks your heart even more. Not that I dont understand time killers...someone or something is better than nobody and nothing for that moment...but if you know it wont last..why waste the time? I suppose for some people its because they are numb...so used to wasting time they think something genuine and good will never come along...but I wish I could grab them look them in the eye and say YOU DESERVE SO MUCH MORE Hope all is well in the world of xanga and for all 2 people who read this | 
